First and foremost, I will not apologize for who I am.
Most of the time I say things that maybe shouldn't be said. Most of those times I say them in a way that people don't understand, or in a way that may offend them. I don't know how I became this way, but I promise you that in many different ways, I am extremely sassy, but I refuse to be known as heartless.
One thing I am proud of is my compassion of helping others. Chances are I will give off a little attitude and act like I'm upset about doing whatever it is, but I am certain that I couldn't be happier to give a helping hand. If someone were to call me or text me, asking for a favor, I do my best to be there. I can never guarantee I will be 100 percent helpful, but I do try. I try because sometimes people need help and helping them will make you personally happy with yourself.
I listen to the problems other people are facing. I may not be the best at giving advice, mainly because I don't know what I'm talking about half the time. I don't like when important people in my life face problems that make them feel weak. No one should ever feel that way. I will be the first to plot against someone that hurts someone special to me. I will be the first to stay up late and watch movies while eating the whole gallon of ice cream if a boy said something stupid to one of my friends. I will also be the first to just sit in silence waiting for the pain to go away. I am always a call away. Many people are not like that. I do care about other people and what they go through and my friends better damn well know that.
The words I say come across as so strong, so intimidating. If I love you, I say I hate you. If I think you're beautiful, I say you're ugly. I will get super pissed at you if you do the dumbest things. And I get frustrated because I know the capability of other people. I want people to grow and for them to see how amazing they truly are. I say whatever pops into my head on the spot and I should feel guilty about it, but I don't. I don't want things to be unsaid. So feel to disagree with me, call me a bitch, talk behind my back, but don't call me heartless, because that's one thing I am not.
I also have feelings. I take things to heart more than most people would. I definitely don't show emotions, but I have some. I cry at "Grey's Anatomy," I laugh at my own jokes, I have road rage when someone cuts me off and I put a whole in the wall because my heart was broken. I get mad at my roommate because she didn't clean the dishes and she always locks the damn door. I let the fact that two of my friends blocked me on Snapchat affect me more than it should. I don't care that I am like that. I don't care that I may not be everyone's favorite person that they want to hang out with. But I do care about other people. I always have.
I apologize if some people can't handle my sass, but it's who I am. You just have to accept it and get over it.
