I will start out by stating that I am not a hardcore Catholic. I do not go to Church every weekend. I don’t pray before every meal. And I sure as hell steer off my path every once in awhile, but that does not mean I can’t believe in God.

There was a time in my life when I felt lost. After attending Catholic school for about 12 years of my life, religion and faith were all I really knew. I didn’t establish my personal identity outside of that. So I decided to take a break from God. I questioned my beliefs, and I wondered if I could truly be a part of something that I wasn’t sure I believed in. I never had that personal, hands-on experience with God and that is why I questioned Him.

I think I finally figured it out.

Religion is a way of living your life, a way of serving, and a way of establishing a loving connection with the person who made your life possible. I realized that although I don’t have physical evidence, I shouldn’t doubt Him. I’ve learned that having God in my life I have become a better person because I am motivated every single day. I was blessed to find two best friends in college who continue to help me on my path to restoring my faith. Without their constant support, I know I would still be lost.

To all those who are searching for the answer, don’t. Let the answer find you, and you will live with eternal happiness. Whenever you may feel alone, remember that He will never let you be lonely.