Being away from the person you love most in this whole wide world is so difficult, you miss everything about them all the time. They just make you laugh when your sad and happy when you're mad. Without them there feels like there it this void in your heart. Nothing you can do to fill it other than to see them. There is an overwhelming feeling of loneliness sometimes where you just really want to see there face or hold their hand. But just knowing that you will be able to see them soon makes it a little bit easier to get through the time without them.
Facetiming is a great thing, but when all you wanna do is be able to hug them and just be in their presence it makes you miss them more.
FaceTime allows you to see the person you are missing so much, its a lot more of a personal way to communicate to over the phone. But you see there face and all your wishing is to see them in person and be able to just be around them.
The constant worrying about if the distance is going to get to hard for them and they are going to want to end it, even though they constantly say they won't.
You can't help but worry because this person makes you happy and they bring so much more joy to your life. Like long distance isn't easy it never will be and that scares you. There are so many horror stories about long distance and how it never works out but you want to not be part of that group of people.
But when you finally get to see them after all this time its an overwhelming feeling of love and just happiness.
All that waiting and anticipation finally paid off and you just can't express how happy you are. Like being able to hug them and love them and not talk to them through a screen is just an indescribable feeling. You savor every moment you get with them while you are with them.
Long-distance maybe really hard sometimes but in the end, it is all worth it because you know that eventually, you won't have to do it anymore.
love conquers all and it will always be worth it because this person completes you. They are the other half of your heart and if being away from them, for now, means that you can live the rest of your life with them then so be it.
