It's not that I hate every single person it's just that I have an extremely low tolerance for any Bs so if you come off the wrong way to me I just don't necessarily like you at that moment. I give chances to redeem yourself in the case that it does happen, but the chances of you knowing that I don't like you are slim because out of all the things I have to worry about your shitty attitude is not one. I do so based on their walk talks or other various things, but I won't hold it against you because thats not fair.
I would choose to be solitary in my room over having to deal with small talk. I'm not into it, I want actual conversations where I can truly get to know a person but if you can't offer me that I don't want to give you time for me to feel awkward and then not want any human interaction...for like four days. What's the sense of talking to someone without having an impact on their day?
Humans are an interesting addition to this world but seeing the way we all carry ourselves makes me want to throw up. We are so concerned with things that have zero value than the things that actually matter. Like me I am so intent on graduating that I will sacrifice the things I need to survive like sleep to accomplish that for the chance to impress people? Because I could honestly careless, your opinions have little impact in my life if it doesn't come from my mom or my bestfriends. I want to have genuine people in my life, I want to be surrounded by so much life I wake up with the want to keep going rather than those concerned about shallow things with little meaning. I need optimism and will not accept pessimist dirtying my positive bubble. Misery does not need company. I'm not saying you can't be sad but don't be a complete Debbie downer because your crayon crushed in your backpack, I'm saying you can talk about in moderation because we have lives to live and have no time in this ever changing world to worry about our past short comings. All we could do is learn from those mistakes.
Also that's another thing! We as a species somehow don't learn from mistakes and feel the need to do it over
And over
And over
And over
And over again as if you wanted to repeat it AND then apologize like the "sorry" holds any substance after the fourth and fifth time. Shut up, learn and think about what you could do to change to avoid the mistake again. And if this is done frequently no one wants to deal with you because you don't seem to have the mental capacity to retain anything. Please just evaluate your life.
Yeah of course I'm not perfect at socializing or being a person in general but I still understand most situations. I also make good use of my common sense(sometimes) and I do learn from my mistakes.
