By Zaina Starr
"I saved your letters and put them away in a box labeled 'pretty useless things'."
- Poem Heaven
That quote is how I feel about everyone who has done me wrong. The ones that told me that I was the one and lied straight to my face. Every single time, every situation, every man I have dated, have cheated on me with their ex-girlfriend. They always think I don't know. The thing is I know exactly when they were cheating. They think that I don't know, but yet, I witnessed and saw these "secret meetings" with my own eyes. That is the thing that they always fall short of. They think I am ignorant to it all.
I just know that I no longer tolerate half ass men who cheat with people who do not even come close to me. Sometimes we give those men that long, extended rope, just to see if they think they just might be sneaky enough to fuck that other girl, "one last time".
In reality, the girl they fucked, "that one last time" was me! The one they cheated on. The one who was struggling. Instead of being the man they should have been, they end up being none other than, Peter Pan. The man that never will grow up to be a man. He is stuck in his "wonder world".
"Make sure you know who you're fucking with before you fuck them over."
- Zaina Starr