Maybe I am not so far off from finding you, or maybe you are a million miles away at this point in time. Either way, I cannot wait to meet you. Or maybe I know you, but have no clue what you will mean to me one day. Every girl always dreams and fantasizes about the day she will find her perfect man, and I cannot wait to sit back one day and connect it all to you. You better know that I waited a long time for you, but I am glad you took your time in finding me. I did not have the easiest path leading to you. There have been upsets, failures, heartaches, and wasted time from every relationship before you. I cannot wait to leave those all in the past and start something fresh with you in my future as my forever.

But just know what I have been through has made me a better, more loving woman for you. I have learned to put aside difference and communicate like adults from an ex who constantly was condescending or constantly yelling. I have learned to not automatically jump to conclusions after numbers of times crying assuming the worst when really everything was fine. I have learned to listen instead of talking over men like I did sometimes in the past. While there were many other things I have learned, the lessons along the way were to prepare me for you. I am sure you learned some lessons on your rough and beaten path to me as well, and I will be interested to hear about them.

I hope you have been praying for me all these years like I have for you. I also know my family has been praying for you as well, so do not let them down. I cannot wait to have a healthy, lasting relationship with you once our paths cross.

Until then, I will be praying.