I found myself chilling out listening to one of my favorite bands "Five Seconds of Summer" and there was this specific song that spoke to me popularly known as "Heartbreak Girl". I had been through so much similar it kind of inspired me to write my own poem on the issue.
The Part That Hurts The Most
The part that hurts the most
Is realizing that even when all I can think about is you,
Even when you're so deeply engulfed in my mind
There's that feeling again reminding me that I don't really matter to you
Constantly hearing how they wrong you
How you wish someone cared about you
All of you
Not just the outside
I want to tell you how every night my last thought is you
How every morning when I get up,
My first thought is if someday
It'll be seeing you
I want to tell you how
Even the times we don't say anything
Anything at all
You still find ways to make me laugh
How when I talk to you
I see color
In a world that...
Only taught me only black and white
How in your smile
I see what I want to make sure never stops
How even in your goofy jokes
I feel like I could listen to them forever
But when I tell you these things
It's just "sweet"
It's "nice to know someone cares"
Its " I wish more guys were like you"
Thing is…
I'm like me,
But I am me,
And you don't want that
That's the part that hurts.