They say pain is only temporary
Don't worry, it will go away
But the pain feels like forever
When it's 24/7 a day
It's like getting stabbed in the chest
100 times with a sharp knife
Fighting back but the knife wins
So is this supposed to be life?
Don't worry again they say
The pain will go soon and fast
But how do they know that?
When it seems like it will last?
It will get better in time they say
Just hold on tight
But how can you hold on
When you're tired of the fight?
So you sit and you fight
Because what else can you do
Until you get tired of the pain
And give up cause you're through
So you have to bear the pain
Because that is what you're told
But you don't want to do it anymore
You just feel so numb and cold
So what can you do?
Just wait and see?
I guess that's what you have to do
Since life is a mystery
No one asks for pain
But they still say just be strong
But how much can a person take
If it has been so long
It will get better again they say
Just try and stay sane
So I guess I have no choice
But to let in the pain
This is not a life I want
I want more inspiring things to gain
But for right now I have to fight
Until I defeat the pain