Hi. I'm Dasha. I've been finding interest in writing open letters about what goes on in my life and how I feel about it. I know it's not the best writing but hopefully I can get better the more I write. If you have any questions, comments, or concerns, you can DM me on Instagram @dasha.augustina :)

Dear My Ex Best Friend and Boyfriend,

How could you? How could you do this to me when you knew that this was going to be the one thing that ever hurted me? The amount of pain you both put me through within the last few weeks, was unbearable. I started developing trust issues because you both would joke about how my boyfriend would cheat on me with my best friend. I've asked you to stop, several times, and you both agreed that you needed to stop. But you didn't. You continued to joke around about something that shouldn't ever be joked about. So then one night my best friend asked my boyfriend if they want to be friends with benefits and I know you both were drunk and "joking" but you need to learn to control your actions. If you can't control your actions while being drunk, you aren't responsible enough to drink. It's also kinda illegal, btw!! I also don't see how that's funny if you guys were joking. I'm not laughing. All of my other friends aren't laughing. My parents aren't laughing. No one's laughing. So stop making these jokes that hurt other people. I've heard from plenty of sources that my boyfriend called my best friend cute, like what? That's not right. Yes, maybe she's pretty, but that doesn't give you the right to call her cute when you have a girlfriend, and especially my best friend. You both betrayed me. You broke my heart. And I had to let you both go because you both went too far. You crossed the line and you couldn't even apologize. Like I said to my friend, it's the most unexpected people who hurt you the most and I was right. I never expected to be this hurt. And I don't know what I did to deserve this. All I do know is that you lost a friend, forever. A friend that would've never betrayed you the way you betrayed me, a friend that would've given their all to love you, and someone who would've never left your side. I just lost a fake friend who betrayed me, a friend who never cared about me, and someone who always abandoned me and then would come running back when they need support. It's like the boy who cried wolf. I kept believing all of your lies, until one day, I didn't and you actually got your punishment. I just hope that you both are happy with the choice you made because I'm never coming back. And I mean it. I don't want to see you. I don't want to hear you. I don't even want to think about you. I want you both gone from my life. Goodbye. We're over. We're done.