One guy. One girl. Two people not looking for nothing, just a bunch of bored 20 year olds. You talked for weeks about who you were, what you do, and your dreams. Not expecting anything, you asked to hang. Oh who knew one night would amount to the love you two would share. For two strangers, you'd think from the outside looking in they've known each other for years. Overtime you fell in love with her smile, her hazel eyes and her corky way. You'd talk to her for hours, you'd laugh over the stupidest things together, and talk about the future as if it was around the corner. You've seen her at her worst times, you've seen her after two shots and a bay breeze, you've seen her morning looks as well as her nightly look. Every moment she got she was over your place, you never wanted her to leave. But not for a second would you trade those moments for the world. She was your world, you wanted to have a family with her even calling her "Mrs" followed by your last name. You two had everything going for you. She was the girl who was willing to change her life for you. Why? Because she loved you, she knew this relationship wouldn't be easy but she knew that together it could work out.
She kissed you goodbye as she walked out the door. She wore your dog tag close to her heart because that's where you were, bear to hold when she slept because you weren't there. You told her, "whenever you look down at the bracelet just know one day closer until I'm home". She had work and friends to stay busy but yet you were on her mind no matter what. You two had so much planned out. You were getting an apartment. You wanted her over as much as possible even willing to let her have a key. You were so excited for the future.
So what happened? Now you feel that it is best to be apart but what happened to all that love you had for her. You want to love her but you keep telling yourself no it's not right. You're not willing to simply let go of her. Your belongings, you want her to keep. You continue to flirt like you did when you first met, but hold back and say "it's wrong I'm sorry". You tell her her input is always taken into consideration, but why wasn't it when you broke up? You tell her you want her help with finding apartments, but she's not living with you so why do you want it? "Two girls and a guy live there I'm just telling you so you don't feel uncomfortable" why tell her if you're no longer together or even care how she feels? You don't talk the future with someone and then hurt them. You had it going for you and you lost it but yet she's willing to give you a chance and work things out. Do you see what you put her through and yet she still worries about you? She still loves and cares about you. Open your eyes because people like this are rare.
