The feeling of being OK again is something you can’t even remember. You long for it, but the journey to get there again seems like it will never come. The gut wrenching heartbreak is too strong to let you feel anything but sorrow. You tell everyone you’re fine but you know that deep down you really aren’t. You dodge every place you use to go with him. You don’t have an appetite because you are so sick to your stomach, you can’t bear to eat anything. You walk a different path and peek around every corner just so you won’t run into him.
After that first heartbreak nothing will ever be the same. You question every decision and wonder if you will ever love again because after all this is the first time you’ve ever really known what it means to love.
It will be hard to truly love someone again because, before now, you didn’t know what it felt like to be broken. Everything was so wholesome before and you never thought that someone would come along and flip your life upside down because it all felt like all the pieces were coming together with him.
I hated it more than anything when other girls told me “everything will be OK.” How could everything be OK when my entire world felt like it was falling apart? I thought my friends telling me that it will be OK were crazy. I didn’t think they understood how much I had been hurt. But they understood exactly what I was feeling because the same look in their eyes and the whisper of their voice is the same one I have when I talk to the girl with the broken heart. I know that it’s awful, and that you feel like you will never recover, but you will. It may take weeks, or months, or maybe even years but in the end you will come out so much stronger.
Your heartbreak may be exactly what your life needed. It may make you take a leap of faith or it may make you find exactly who you are. No matter what happens I promise you that everything will be OK. The sun will eventually shine again and you will find someone who will never break your heart like he did. So have faith and wait for that special someone because in the end every tear and every heartbreak will be worth it for the man of your dreams. He will sweep you off your feet like none other and show you that you deserve the world.
Hold your head up and know that you will be treated like a queen one day because you are the daughter of the king of kings
