I left my life behind

Sealed my lips and vowed to never speak again

And who did I think would care

I built these walls

Made from tears and fears but I don't remember when

Why do they all stare

And I ran so far away

They chased me all the way to worlds end

I tried to keep quiet

But screams broke the silence

And God was real why does hand feel like broken promises

I dreamt of better days but that was then

Now I feel nothing at all

My mother cried from the top of hill and through the trees

With monsters grabbing my heel

I ran and ran from nothing at all

The world took my only friend

Took her soul and left her in my weakened arms

And they never said things get easier

I looked back at the heavens

I cried and I cried

But I heard nothing at all

I was stuck in the dark

The things how they haunt and they taunt me

Took my eyes but somehow I saw

Oh I hate them I saw them I know that they saw me too

I wanted to be rescued

I wanted to feel safe

But instead I felt nothing at all

Again if God is real

Please come and save me

I am broke

And I am weak

These words overflow

The cries of a father,

This voice none the wiser

But nothing comes out

I learned my place again

So I'll say nothing at all

As you all do nothing at all