Let’s be real. I miss you of course. Now that the obvious has been stated, I'll begin. We’ve grown apart. We met in high school and had the best years of our lives. We did everything together and we were never apart for more than five seconds … then you graduated. You went away for college and I had to suffer one more year of high school.
Through our high school years, we did everything together. We were both in show choir, marching band, and madrigals together. We were inseparable (and still are ... that is NEVER changing). I was the first one to ride in your new car and vise versa. Before I got my own car, you insisted that I rode with you to and from school everyday instead of riding the bus because you would be SO lonely on the five minute drive to and from school. We lived right around the corner from each other - so we basically lived with each other. Whenever I had a problem at home you would invite me over and listen to me complain - no matter how ridiculous.
You would take me to school for costume fittings and other things that had absolutely nothing to do with you and for that I am SO thankful. You cared for me like I was your own in high school and then I had to figure out how to do life without you, BUT it was OK because all that did was prepare me for college.
Whenever I think about my future, I always see you in it. You are my maid of honor, my diary, my back bone, my lifeline, my love, my best friend. Even though we don't get as much time together as we used to, I love you and I love everything that you do. You are the best person in the world and one of the most important people in my life. Never change bb!
Though we’ve gone our separate ways, just know that I think about you everyday. You were and are still my muse. I love that even though we are both busy with college, you still take the time to call and text me to see how I’m doing. I love that I can still text you at three in the morning questioning if anything I’m doing is right, and you’ll assure me that everything will work out in the end. I love that even though we are becoming old women (LOL because very early 20's is SO old) we still have our inside jokes, even the ones from freshman year of high school.
Of course I have new friends. I met someone that is my you for when we can’t see or talk to each other, but don’t ever think that you are replaceable because you’re not. I remember when graduation came and I said to you “don’t forget about me!” and you looked at me like I was the biggest idiot in the world and said, “I could never forget about you b!”
With all this said, thank you for being you and sticking by my side through everything. I love you!
