"Do you know what you want to do with your major?"
And the stress sets in. I like my major and I can guess where I want to go, but in reality I have no idea what I am doing post-graduation.
As much as I try to scramble around and get things done, my life isn't together and that is okay.
I am in a constant state of scattered mindedness. It may just be this semester, but it may just be how life is. Lately, I have been thinking that post graduation will be better, but is that really true?
The planner that I am I pretty much have my life planned out, but life throws curveballs at you. As much as I wish I could plan it out, unexpected things happen that make your life crazy, and that is just the way it goes.
In this day in age it is so easy to compare your life to others you see on social media. People put their best front on social media, and that's fine, but you never know what is going on in someone's life. Just because it looks like someone has it all together, doesn't mean it is not okay for you to be not together. Everyone is at different points in their life and there is no reason that we should compare our completely differently lives to one another.
But it is so easy.
It is a terrible habit of mine, and I am sure many more. I constantly have to remind myself that I am a different person and I live a different life and that is okay.
This goes along with being comfortable in your own skin. As I am learning to do that it is a day to day battle. There are constant reminders that I am not the perfectly sculpted girl enjoy her time at the beach, and I am not the girl who who goes to the gym 6 days a week. I am not the girl traveling the world with not a care in the world. I am Megan Ferguson and.
I do not have my life together in any way, maybe one day it will be, but for now it is a crazy mess that is always changing. I am not wasting my time anymore worrying about why my life can't be better, but enjoying the wonderful life that I do have.
