I have spent years thinking about what you're doing, who you are, and where you are. I can't wait until the day you walk into my life — maybe you already have and maybe you're a few years away. No matter the case, I can't wait. I dream about years of laughter, kisses, little footsteps roaming our house, and so much more.
Every little girl dreams of her future prince charming. They sit and watch Disney movies over and over in amazement of what's happening on the screen in front of them. Not everyone's love story is a Disney classic.
There are bumps, breaks, and twists at every turn. I have been through hell and back waiting for you to walk into my life. I've been broken down so low that I wasn't sure I'd ever get back up. I have had words thrown at me that have cut so deep that I thought I'd bleed out and never have the chance to give my heart away.
You are somewhere walking this earth, looking for me. At least I hope you're looking for me in this world. Maybe I've already known you for awhile, maybe I have met you countless times but never enough to stick and form a friendship just yet, but maybe you're just a stranger that lives in another town, state, or even country and we're not supposed to meet just yet.
I look at every boy I meet and wonder, "Could this be you." I have also looked back into every past relationship wondering if you're there. Maybe we didn't get it right the first time, not many do. Sometimes perfection takes a few tries.
I already know I love you, I know I have my entire life. I have our life planned out from the names of our kids, to the kind of house I want to buy. I can't imagine doing anything without you by my side. Trips to Disney World, holidays spent with my family and the next spent with yours, watching the faces of our kids while they unwrap their presents that were chosen with love. It's going to be the best chapter yet.
When I do finally meet you, I will love you more than I do today. We're going to fight, argue, disagree, and love like there's no tomorrow. But at the end of the day, I'm going to be waking up next to my best friend every morning and it's going to be the best years of our lives. From kids jumping into our bed on Sunday morning to wondering if we should pregame our kid's 4th birthday party.
Until then, I'll be seeing you.