I met her in the city

Who the hell was that I wondered

She had a way about her

You know, the kind that dragged men to their feet

When she smiled she ate the sun

I was smarter than her

She knew the way of the world

Sometimes, I catch her staring

Like, she was jealous...

of me.

I was envious

She could do no wrong

She made no mistakes

I wanted to hater her.

I did hate her

I never seen her cry

I wanted to

Just to see if she was real.

Then she cried

I knew her as strong, but

Her heart was frail

Everyone knew but me

I looked out for her.

My friends loved her

Strangers adored her

How was she lonely

She prided that she was better

She hinted I was lower

But her toned proved her innocence

I was critical

One day,

I met a guy... who

was enthralled by her

He couldn't she was unlovable

We fought, we disagreed

It almost killed us.

The tension never left

But somehow,

our bond strengthen

There were things we never talked about

I shared secrets she shared stories.

I needed her

Or was it in my head.

We silently competed and violently aruged

I tried everything to keep her laughing

Some how I leaned on her

Like she leaned on me

She's gone now.

I loved her

I never want a friend like that again