Oh aren't those the most beautiful words you've ever seen? Certain things in life are meant to fall together at the most imperfect time, but in the most lovely way.

I don't have all of the answers for what my future holds, but I don't need an explanation for them all either. Recently, I was asked why I walked away from a guy, he was super genuine, kind hearted, seemed to have his life together, but I wasn't feeling it. Yet, that didn't seem to be a good enough reason not to stay...why?

We all think there's a reason for everything that happens in this life but truth be told, there isn't. Sometimes things fall apart so others can fall together but other times, things fall apart simply because they're meant to fall apart. We don't have to explain every emotion we're feeling. We don't have to explain why we do everything we do. Sometimes, we just do because we want to. Not because of a particular reason. There doesn't need to be a production, reaction, or reason for every occurrence.

I know what I want in the simple ways. I know what I want to feel when I'm with someone. This isn't one of those "he puts the stars in my sky" kind of feelings. It's one of those things where you just click. The conversation flows, the goofy, wild child inside of me can come out and I don't feel like I look foolish. We have common interests. These are the things I want. If there's no spark, what's the point?

I know how I want to be spoken to and with. I want educated conversation. I want to learn life's ins and outs with someone. I want my soul to shine through my skin because in 20 years - hell, in 10 years, this young face won't look the same but the soul inside of me will remain. I want to be spoken to with respect and loved whole heartedly. There's nothing worse than watching two people force something that is toxic. Our mind, body, and soul all work together to build a beautiful life. Why jeopardize your future happiness with someone who will never let your light shine through?

I know I want spontaneous, crazy, goofy love. I'm sick of being told I'm too much. That shouldn't be a thing. So what I want cake for breakfast? I totally want to go skydiving. No, I don't think every trip needs to be planned in advanced. I want to live in the moment, taking chances as they come. I want to share these precious memories with someone who wants to be there. There's nothing worse than feeling like your dragging someone along, imagine doing that your entire life? I'll pass.

I want someone who is simply an accessory to my life, not my whole life. There is no reason to devote every aspect of your being to someone. I am already complete on my own but who doesn't love adding a little sparkle to their look? Of course there will be different interests but that's the best part. Who knows, maybe their different interests will become my new interests.

The saying opposites attract isn't true in all cases. Sometimes, I want someone who wants the same thing. Someone who can see from my perspective and knows how to enjoy the view. I want someone who can appreciate my kind of crazy.

From the girl who knows what she wants - I refuse to settle.