Even though I would never want to admit it, having a little brother is truly a blessing in life. Not only do you get a best friend, but you get a partner in crime. You get a support system and someone who will always know how to cheer you up. I always have someone to hang out with, and someone to fight. As much as I hate him sometimes, I truly don't know what my life would be like without him. Now that we barely even get to talk anymore, I just wanted to remind him of a few things so he knows I didn't completely forget about him.

Embrace what you have.

If I could go back to your age I would in a second. Don't take mom and dad for granted. Not living with you guys anymore has hit me hard, so do not let time pass without making the time worth it. Embrace everything you have and all the time you have left.

I really do miss you.

I miss you more and more every day. I miss not being able to make our daily chocolate shake trips or playing board games. I miss going and watching your soccer and baseball games. I miss our wrestling matches with dad. I miss talking to you and talking about life. I miss going to the water park and watching movies. I miss you bud.

I will always be here for you.

I am always going to be here for you whether you need advice or just someone to talk to. I will keep all your secrets you need me to. I will help you with whatever you need. No matter what I am still always your big sister.

I am truly sorry.

I am so sorry for the constant bickering. I am so sorry I am so protective. I am so sorry I act like the boss (even though I am). I'm sorry for busting your chin open against a chair, or yanking out your loose tooth, or not spending enough time with you. I'm sorry for yelling at you or laughing at your pain. I'm sorry I haven't done enough for you to show you how much I care about you. I'm sorry for ditching you or the broken promises. I'm sorry I wasn't the best sister I could be.

I am so, so proud of you.

I know I don't ever tell you this, but I am so extremely proud of you. You have grown up to be such a mature young man. You are so smart and so polite. You excel at school, athletics, and have so many friends. I really cannot be happier with how well you have grown up. I think I play a little part in that, though. I miss you, dude.