December 16, 2016.

We sit in Chemistry and we talk with our group. I say something stupid as always, then I see you on your phone texting my best friend who happens to be sitting next to me at the time. I still remember that day, every single f***ing detail. I still remember seeing the look on your face when I knew what you were doing. At 3:45 pm I decided to text you, just to see what would happen. I ask you "what is going on? Did I do something wrong." Five hours later I receive a response. "I need a break" is what you said. I'm crushed and start crying, I try to figure out what to do but I can't. I go through all of our old texts and see what I did wrong but in the end I did nothing. I miss you to this day but I can't change you. I have reached out to you and I never get a response. I try reaching out three times, all I get is "I'm sorry korey, I just don't want to be friends." I lose everything at that point. I start crying, yelling and screaming. I turn around and get into a fight with another friend. I lay in bed for the next three days crying over my best friend, my brother. I still haven't read the text saying that you don't want to be my friend. I apologize for anything I have done, I still love you like a brother. You have a special place in my heart. I will never get over my best friend, we share many things with each other and I hope we can again. I love you Maxwell. I hope everything in your life is well.