An Open Letter To My Best Friend Of Almost 16 Years, Thank You For Everything

An Open Letter To My Best Friend Of Almost 16 Years, Thank You For Everything

We have been through it all and I wouldn't change a thing

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KJ,

My how the years have flown. We were just small little itty bitty when we first met. I met you in kindergarten, and though I can't remember the day or the circumstances, I remember you always being a part of my life. Some of my earliest memories include you, me and all our elementary school friends playing on the playground. It's hard to think we went from those little kindergartners, who would run and scream and play, to fully functioning (well almost, if our bodies would cooperate sometimes lol) adults. I have been through most of life's biggest milestones with you by my side as my best friend.

It's hard to think that we spent almost every single day through elementary and middle school together. You were just always there and I definitely took that for granted. When we got to high school, for the first time since we met, we were going to completely different schools and I didn't get to see you every day. It didn't ruin our friendship, it just changed it. If anything, that distance made our friendship stronger and was only preparing us for the inevitable. We learned to make the most of the time when we could hang out, and if that meant I only got to see you by coming to a football game to watch you play, then so be it.

I feel so privileged to be able to have watched you grow into the man you are today. From where you once were to who you are now, you have changed so much. I am beyond ecstatic that you have found Christina and are in the relationship that has made you so happy but has also changed you for the better. I am so happy to see you achieve so much in your dream career. Law enforcement isn't for just anybody, and I know you are going to be amazing at it.

It's still so hard to believe to me that in a few short years both of us will have graduated and in our careers, living our lives and being full-blown adults. Sometimes I wish we could go back to the simpler days when we didn't have the weight of the world on our shoulders. When you lived down the street from me, and not in a completely different state. When we didn't have to worry about things like paying bills and our bodies functioning properly (you more so than me for the first time in our lives lol). But I am so thankful for the years and the memories we have had together. It seems hard to believe it's been almost 16 years, but it's 16 years I will never want to take back, and a friendship to last a lifetime. You are more than my best friend, you are my brother and I am so lucky to have you.

Love,

Thor

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Dear Unexpected Best Friend,

You were the person I never thought I would speak to and now you are my very best friend. You came out of nowhere and changed my life for the better. I can’t thank you enough for everything you have done to shape me into the person I am today. You’ve taught me what it means to be selfless, caring, patient, and more importantly adventurous.

You don’t realize how much better my life has become and all because you came out of nowhere. I didn’t see you coming. I just saw you on occasion, and now I can’t see my life without you in it. It’s funny how life works itself out like that. Our unexpected friendship filled a hole in my life that I didn’t know existed.

I don’t even remember what life was like before you came along; it most likely had a lot less laughter and spontaneity than it does today. I can call you about anything and you would drop whatever you're doing to help me in any situation. You know when I need encouragement. You know when I am at my best and when I am at my worst. You always know exactly what to say.

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I couldn’t have found a better friend than you if I tried. We balance each other out in the best way possible. You are most definitely the ying to my yang, and I don’t care how cliché that sounds. Because of you, I’ve learned to stop caring what people think and to do my own thing regardless of any backlash I might receive. You are my very favorite part of what makes me who I am to this day.

It’s as if I wished up a best friend, and poof—you appeared right in front of me. I am so beyond blessed to have you and I wouldn’t trade the world for all our memories. Thanks for coming out of nowhere.

Love you forever and a day.

Cover Image Credit: Lauren Medders

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With the new year inspiring all part of our lives, it's important to address this idea of 'self-care' that is so widely preached. Self-care, simply defined, is the practice of taking an active role in protecting one's own well-being and happiness, in particular during periods of stress. However, these lines have seemed to be blurred to a significant extent lately.

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Now, I am a huge proponent for taking care of yourself in daily activities! Through a life of mindfulness and meditation, memories with good friends, and hobbies that fulfill you, it is still important to check in with yourself and see what attitudes need to be managed. But instead of making rash decisions and dropping everyone around you in your life, take these feelings inwards and work on yourself. If you feel a relationship not working, ask yourself whether its a conflict of interest or ideology, maybe even a miscommunication--instead of breaking things off and insisting you're an "independent woman" who was "being held back". There is pride in working through issues, but only if you allow yourself to be codependent.

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