Hey! Am writing this letter to you, hopefully to make you feel better when you wake up. And also if I don't write,I guess you'll probably kill me; I know am the very reason our friendship tore apart,had I not grown obsessed in love with you pickles,this wouldn't have ever happened but almost a year later,I have you back in my life,and am so happy to have you back....for days and months,I would miss troubling you all the time, I missed our lameass stupid dumb jokes and us being weird and crazy together all the time.. we belong together and we had this good contrast between us,I mean you were the cute, pretty, beautiful,smart and popular girl and I was the ugly,dumb,shitty,trashy guy....We we're this amazing pen pals back then,we would write each other letters every single time we missed each other,we weren't in a relationship but we were like best friends n soulmates; whenever we used to write letters for each other,our feelings,thoughts would all come gushing out,we barely did hide anything from each other,in this world full of strangers,we had found our forever friendship through internet (Instagram) I know my English doesn't sound perfect right now but it was never perfect,I guess I am average while u been from the US,the only language you probably learned since childhood was English, so anyways back to the point... In this world we believed in each other,we loved,cared,protected each other even though we knew each other only through our souls but we had never met each other even once before. I still have some of your letters,I don't have most of them after you blocked me once and for all on January 2018 but I got you back in my life in April 2019, more than a year passed,and we didn't talk at all,but we talked now,and we got along well so quickly as if we have been talking every single day.. It is so effing true that we would be put in a mental hospital if other people heard what our conversations are all about and what we said to each other. Though I don't like your boyfriend,am so happy for you,I miss you talking about him all the time when we were friends back then, and I miss you altogether,I remember you would always complain abt your day when things didn't go right. I miss the times when you would be complaining about the homework you had been given,6000 miles apart and we still helped each other solving each other's homework. I miss you complaining about how incredibly impossible math is for you...I miss anything and everything about you❤ I missed your presence so much,though I was so angry at you, because the way you acted towards me throughout 2018,but knowing it was all my fault I would just step, knowing I was the reason why our friendship tore apart.......
Though miles come between us and distance keeps us apart,nothing can ever change, the love and that bestiee feeling inside my heart
I may not be there with you, every minute of the day..But you're always here with me, in at least a thousand ways...Whether it be a thought or a moment that we've shared. It only takes a second,to get from here to there. Though I couldnt really feel you here at my side,It's always nice to know that I've got these memories in my mind
I Miss You, I miss us having dreams about each other,we'll meet one day for sure❤ love you so much bestiee, thank you for coming into my life,and thank you for giving me a second chance..
