Dear Little,

When I first met you this year, I was beyond excited to call you mine. You were perfect, and according to everyone, you were just like me. I claimed you from the moment I laid eyes on you. There wasn’t another option for me.

The year went on, and we had our share of fun. Football games, exchanges, family get-togethers, you name it. There were also many promised Big/Little bonding nights that never happened; I apologize for that.

Now your first year of college has ended, and you’re moving back home. The only problem is that in the fall you won’t be back. Meaning no more late night Sonic runs where we talk about our lives, no more me going full out mom when you’re sick, no one to carry out the family legacy.

I know you’re doing this for you, and I love that you made the decision that’s best for you. I know it’s hard, but you’re going to excel wherever you end up.

When you told me you were leaving, I didn’t know what to think. I thought how bad I felt that I’m the worst texter in the entire world and forget to respond; I thought about how there was so much I was looking forward to doing, like becoming a Grandbig and talking you through the process of finding someone to call your own, like I did when I found you. I thought about how it’s going to suck not being able to see you at chapter or studying at the house. Most of all, I thought about how happy you’ll be being closer to home and how in the end you have to do what’s best for you even if it’s a tough choice.

Of course, I’m sad that you’ll never crash in my bed at the house in between classes or that you won’t be around for football season, but I’m proud that you’re looking out for yourself and deciding what’s best for your future. You’re the strongest person I know, and I can’t wait to hear all about your new school and your new friends once you get settled.

Starting fresh at a new school is scary, but just like you did when you started here, you’ll soon find yourself surrounded by the best people because you’re the best.

So, Little, I’ll miss you terribly. But just know that I’m a phone call away if you ever need me.