You are worth it.

It may be hard to see.

With everything that has hurt you, I understand how you feel, trust me.

It feels like everything is crashing down, and nothing will ever be okay again.

I have been there before, and I am right there with you now.

But if you give up, what then?

You'll be giving up on everything you've worked for. Is that something you're going to allow?

You shouldn't, even though it feels like you should.

You feel defeated, lost, confused, hopeless. Nothing seems worth the pain.

But you're not alone.

I know it's hard. I do. It's so incredibly hard to stay sane.

It's hard to not hurt people you care about because you have allowed this dark hole to swallow you. It's hard to not let this sadness control who you are.

Life is constantly changing, and maybe it's not in the way you want it to.

But eventually it will change in the way you want, and probably when you least expect it. You just have to keep going so you can make it that far.

Make it to the day where things will all fall into place. Where you'll finally know what it feels like to be happy. To feel loved. To feel safe.

Because that's what you deserve. What anyone deserves.

So hang in there. It's hard now, but soon, there will be a light. You'll be glad you stuck around to see it. I know I am.