Dear Papa,

There are many things I wish I had said, and many things I wish I had done. But I can't. I cannot go back in time and redo the missed opportunities to be with you and to share more memories with you. Growing up, you always had my sisters and myself in your top priorities, whether it was to take us to get ice cream or play whiffle ball in the street.

I can't begin to thank you for all the times you made not only me but my sisters filled with joy, just by your loving and supportive personality. I remember all the times you played my Mom's song, so that way I still could have at least one thing to remember her by. I remember all the times you sacrificed all your time to make sure I had rides, food, and that I was always happy.

There are many things in my life that I truly regret, and not spending every chance I could with you is among the top regrets. Papa, you helped raise and shape my sisters and I. For that I thank you, because it weren't for you I wouldn't be pursuing my dream to protect and serve my community and country, the way you had many years ago.

Because of you, I stayed persistent on being the best person I can be. You taught me that when life gets hard, you must get up and face it head on with a smile on my face. Throughout my life, you taught me many things, but the most valuable thing you taught me, was that you have to cherish the small things in life. You have to cherish those around you, stranger or not and never expect things in return.

From your military background, to the man would impacted my life in ways I wish I could imagine. You are my inspiration, you are my motivation and most importantly you are the reason I strive so hard to be my best self. Thank you so much for everything you have done in my life, and although you're not here anymore, you'll always remain with me. I love you so much Papa, I truly hope you know that. You are missed greatly, and I hope to see you again one day. But for now, rest in peace. I love you.

Love,

Cockroach