Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead. - Philippians 3:13
Dear Ex Best Friend,
To begin this letter, let me start by saying that this is not written in deceit. I have chosen to write this letter to make sure you know exactly how I feel about you, us, and our once upon a time friendship. I am grateful for the memories, I have used every lesson you taught me, and I will always glorify our friendship.
When you have a best friend, it is easy to get caught up in spending every second together. Sharing clothes, going on trips, eating meals together, and never spending a single second without texting and snap chatting are the best parts of friendship. Ours was nothing less than that. We went everywhere together, we spent hours crying about miscellaneous things together, and most importantly, we cared immensely for one another. I will never regret a single second of any of it.
I am not really sure how our ending began, but something in my gut just didn't feel right. I tried hiding it, but it became bigger and bigger. I can't think of what the trigger was, and I honestly don't think we could have done anything to stop it. I just know that after a few months of trying to resuscitate a dying friendship, we had no choice but to accept the fate.
Regardless of the awkward encounters, and the disagreements, I think we both knew that it was for the best. We made amazing memories; ones that I will cherish and love for the rest of my life. You were my rock, my support system, and my very best friend for years and I couldn't say "I'm sorry" enough.
Though we don't talk anymore, and our encounters are few and far between, I want to make sure that it is clear that I am still supporting you. I may not show it, but I know that you are doing big things. I hope you understand my position and we can have a mutual respect for the space we have taken from each other.
I will never undermine our memories and I will always pray for a happy and healthy life for you. Even though we can't be best friends forever, I am indebted to you for the friendship you gave me.
With support and love,
Your Ex Best Friend
