It wasn't expected at all. It came like an unexpected punch in the face. That may be a bad analogy, but I got hit. But it didn't end up hurting. A mixture of care, passion, humor and relativity came about, out of the blue. It began to heal me; it made me sprout roots within me that slowly started to become roses without thorns, and some daisies that did not wilt. I feel like ever since you entered my life, all is becoming beauty, and all is becoming more reality. It's real between us, and it's natural. I feel like every interaction we make is the electrons our bodies are made of making peace with the other, accepting what is going on. When I first met you, you may have been another face in my life. One that would be put somewhere in the middle of the cupboard of people I interact with. I can be totally honest when I say this, I didn't think anything of you in the beginning, just that you were another person like me, trying to decide what they want in life, trying to figure out the good and the bad. You knew what you were getting into, and so did I. I got you at the most unexpected time of my life, it's crazy and could easily be fate or confusion. As I saw you more, I saw so much more of you every time whether it was as big as learning about you, or how your eyes squint when you smile. You showed up, you made me see that there's more outside my own closed mind. It only took you to unlock the key and free my mind of the negativity that was cursed inside.
We're both human, we both get insecure on such things,and get confident on others. We have both seen the good in people and the worst even if the person was ourselves. We have parts of us we hate, that the other may love. We are given unfair traits, physically and mentally, but that can't stop what we have to give each other. It's opened my eyes to see that you can't go through life miserable and thinking that the world is against you. For some, some people never see past the faded lines of life and continue to be that way forever. On the other hand, some others get struck by something great, which opens their eyes to see the beauty of life and why it's worth living. It could take a promotion, a path of inspiration, or in this case, a person. A person who also knows they aren't the center of universe, even though to you they may seem like it. It's beautiful how someone can see the imperfections in you and find them perfect, how out of something bad can grow love and goodness. It only takes a wake up call to do all of that.
