This is for all those girls (or guys) out there that has had the feeling of loving somebody and not having that person reciprocating those feelings. Trust me, that has happened to me plenty of times. Specifically, one person. I'm not going to say his name, because that is frankly embarrassing, so for the sake of this letter, let's just call him Guy.
Dear Guy,
I hope you realize four years of high school with you sucked. I hope you realize that while you were out partying and having fun with your friends at 2 AM, I was at home, binge watching Netflix and dreaming that you would show up to my door with a bouquet of flowers (cheesy, huh?). I hope you realize that whenever you would be in a relationship, I was dying inside. Because I was. It felt like my heart was ripped in two.
High school with you, Guy, was miserable. Everywhere I looked were signs of you and I couldn't get you out of my head. You were everywhere. From walking down the hallway at school to running into each other at my house was agonizing enough that I couldn't stand to be in the same room with you. It's crazy, huh? Here I was hopelessly in love with you and later I couldn't stand to be next to you. You just made me that crazy. I hope you realize that.
I hope you realize that to this day, I probably still am in love with you. I still will think about you during those sleepless nights at 2 AM and wonder what would have happened if we ended up together. I hope you realize that I still do imagine a time where we are together. I hope you realize that even I claim I'm over you, I will be lying because you were the first guy I ever truly loved. But I hope you realize that I am over you enough to go out, let loose, have fun, and make mistakes. I hope you realize that even though I have deep rooted feelings for you, I know how to set those feelings aside and have fun. I hope you realize those feelings are also in the past and that I will look upon those feelings and cherish those memories you gave me. I just hope you realize that this was real. I hope you realize your mistake of pushing me aside those years. I don't pray that you acknowledge me. I only hope you notice me.
Love (yes, love),
Your high school admirer that you never noticed.





















