Dear The One I Miss The Most,

I hope you see how happy I've been lately, and how I think of you every second of every day. I always think about how things would be different if you were still here.

A lot of things have changed since you been gone, I just graduated High School, and I wish you were there too see me finish that milestone in life, or were you there?

There are so many people that we wish you could meet, so many carnivals we wish you were at. I still think about all the old times when you were here, how much of a positive vibe you put off.

I love hearing stories about when everyone was young, my favorites are definitely the ones where you end up mad for some reason. We still talk about you on the daily, everyone only ever has good things to say.

Sometimes I wish there was a telephone up in heaven, just so I could hear your voice and see how things are doing. I know I'm selfish to want you back. I know I said I wish I had one more day with you, but if I truly could, I'd have another lifetime with you.

I think you would love our family tradition on Easter, we now go down to Ocean City for the day, sometimes it's nice out, others it's bitter cold. We also have new members of the family, we all think they would adore you. Your favorite tradition still lives on, the beer garden at the carnival. They all still take pictures with you, and I can't wait until my times comes when I can join.

As I'm sitting here writing this letter, it's hard not to almost shed a tear, I still grieve, but so does all of us. I know you will never read this letter, but all I hope is for you to know how much I miss you.

I hope you watch over me through all the good times, and are there for me through all the bad. On any day that I'm not feeling too happy, I always think of you.

I could never thank you enough for all the smiles you have blessed me with, or all the happiness you bring to my family. I will always have you in my heart.

There's a quote that reminds me of you all the time, "If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart and I'll stay there forever". I know that no matter where I am, or how I'm feeling. All I have to do is look up, and there you are. Forever and always.

I just wanted to say hello, and let you know how I am. If only I knew how you were. I hope you enjoy watching over us, and all the fun memories we are all creating. We think of you each and every day, miss you more than words can describe and love you like no tomorrow.

Until we meet again...

Love,

Your Biggest Fan