A Letter To The Future Love Of My Life

Dear future lover,

I hope with everything in me that I love you, with everything I have. I want our love to be the kind you can't get rid of. The kind of love you can't let go of. The kind you hear in every love song and sad song on the radio. The kind you store in a box under your bed. The kind of love that is unforgettable. I want you to want me and not be able to control your wanting. I hope that I never have to convince myself to love any part of you, good and bad. I hope that with every part of you, I will understand it all. I want to know you. I want to feel your pain, heartache, happiness and your love. I want you to give me all of you. When you look at me I want to feel every butterfly rolling around in my stomach. I want to make endless memories with you. I want our love to be epic and tragic. I want you to need me. I want to be the person you met and now you can't live without. I want you to know that I will choose you, over and over again, and I will not give up on us.

If this is you one day, know that I never thought I would make it there and if I have that means that I have gotten over my trust issues, commitment issues andI have let myself be vulnerable, I have let myself love you. I have given you everything I have and more, my heart. I know I will get on your nerves, I hope I do. I hope you are funny and you make me laugh, out loud. I hope you laugh at all of my jokes even when they aren't funny. I want and hope for someone who will compromise with me, who will give in sometimes even when they don't want to. I hope that you appreciate the little things. I hope you think about me, and how much you love me.

When we are in a huge crowd of people I hope it feels like it is just us. I hope we joke together and we laugh out loud. I hope that you love me unconditionally. I hope we are that annoying couple who kisses in public, dances together and holds hands. I hope this is us. I want to forever be madly in love with you and the idea of us. I want to see myself with you forever. I want to know you are the one with no doubt. I know it won't always be this way and that is okay but, promise me this, you won't ever stop saying you love me, you will tell me good morning and goodnight and you will always appreciate me.

"I hope our love is the kind that I don't even have to think about." - Marianna Paige