To my lovely future children,

I was born in 1997 where I was raised by my mom and dad who are Ecuadorian. I grew up in Salem, MA where I lived in this two-bedroom apartment with my family for most of my life. I lived with my mom, dad, and older brother. I did not grow up in just any type of household, I grew up in a Spanish household. Growing up in a Spanish household, is an interesting roller coaster!

From getting yelled at by my mom, to making my bed, to being able to translate for my parents. Your grandparents taught me a lot of values. Your grandparents think alike on certain things and differ on others. I hope to share some of the values they taught me with you guys such as faith, motivation, and commitment.

Your grandparents sacrificed many personal memories and beloved ones to arrive to the U.S.A for the American Dream. They had faith that things would work out for the best even during rough days. As a family we went through some hardships, but it in the end it all worked out. I grew stronger because of my experiences. I will share the best and worst experiences of my life when the time comes, when you will understand. When you read this letter and learn about my life, I hope it will make sense to you.

I am writing this letter because recently I saw home video tapes where my mother was crying as she held me the day after I was born. Although your grandma was in a great amount of physical pain, she was happy to see that I was born. At first, when I was younger, I didn't understand why my mother was crying when she saw me, but now I do. I am currently 20 years old and in college attending Umass Amherst.

Your average 20 year old, at least my generation, is not currently thinking about having their own family. Most 20 year olds my age are either attending college, joining the working field of service, or just trying to find themselves. When you are 20 years old, you are just beginning to emerge into early adult hood and you may not know what you want in your future.

I am currently finding my way in this world and deciding what my life will be after graduation. I hope to graduate from college, attend medical or graduate school, and find a job that will allow me to help others (emotionally & physically).

I want to do something I love and my best of advice to you now is to follow your heart. My academic and career path may not be 100% set in stone yet, but what I do know is that I want to be married and have my own family.

I want to be a mother and raise children with my future husband.

My beloved future children, you will be blessings when that day comes. I hope to mentor and love you with all of my heart. I hope to take you to Disney World and other experiences I wish I had as a child.I hope to teach you all the tools you need for life and although I know I can't protect you from everything, I hope you learn through your own experiences.

The world and the political climate is constantly changing and I hope you learn as you grow.

I shall see you grow into a strong person like how flowers bloom in the spring. I will be there by your side, as well as your father, and you can count on me! Maybe when you decide to have children, they shall read this letter as well.

Love you!