we haven't talked in awhile but please, dear, know i still love you more and more each day. Loving you to the moon and back is an understatement on my love to you. I love you from the undiscovered universes, over - and over again.

you left a little over a year ago and we've talked every now and then, but never how we used to. we used to be able to talk for hours on end without having to force the laughing or conversation. Now, the dull and heartbreaking stories of our new friends or best friends just isn't relatable when all you want to do is be with the only friend that made you feel as if time stopped moving - in a good way.

yeah, they have Skype and FaceTime but that wont ever add up to the weekends we spend together watching those goddamn movies and laughing until we couldn't breathe. nothing will ever add up to how i felt every time i got to see your beautiful, glowing face. no one will ever be able to add up to how much you have meant to me for the past 2 years. 1,000+ miles will never be able to replace you.

i miss you so much i can physically feel my body ache. i never got to say goodbye in person and to this day i regret never finding a way to see you. i regret not hugging you a little tighter the last time i saw you. i regret not being able to tell you this letter in person, or to tell you i love you one last time.

no matter if we are 1,000 miles away or right next to each other, you will always be my best friend and I'm so sorry that i forgot to do everything i wanted before you left.