In the last few days, the major celebrity has been that Justin Bieber and Hailey Baldwin got engaged. When I first saw this I thought it was fake and was anxiously waiting for one of them to confirm or deny the statement. Of course, personally, I wanted it all to be a joke and some rumor started by the media (you know it happens all the time). Then on July 9th, the worst possible scenario happened: Justin Bieber confirmed the engagement with this SUPER SWEET Instagram post:

"Was gonna wait a while to say anything but word travels fast, listen, plain and simple Hailey I am soooo in love with everything about you! So committed to spending my life getting to know every single part of you loving you patiently and kindLY. I promise to lead our family with honor and integrity letting Jesus through his Holy Spirit guide us in everything we do and every decision we make. My heart is COMPLETELY and FULLY YOURS and I will ALWAYS put you first! You are the love of my life Hailey Baldwin and I wouldn't want to spend it with anybody else. You make me so much better and we compliment each other so well!! Can't wait for the best season of life yet!. It's funny because now with you everything seems to make sense! The thing I am most excited for is that my little brother and sister get to see another healthy stable marriage and look for the same!!! Gods timing really is literally perfect, we got engaged on the seventh day of the seventh month, the number seven is the number of spiritual perfection, it's true: GOOGLE IT! Isn't that nuts? By the way, I didn't plan that anyways My goodness does feel good to have our future secured! WE'RE GONNA BE BETTER AT 70 BABY HERE WE GO! "He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains FAVOR from the Lord!" This is the year of favor!!!!"

I can only be so upset when he clearly loves her so much, right? WRONG. I cried a lot because I was (am) SO sad. Of course, I am happy for him and happy that he has found his way back, and has someone who will always be there for him. BUT, and sing it with me:

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"THAT SHOULD BE ME, HOLDING YOUR HAND
THAT SHOULD BE ME, MAKING YOU LAUGH
THAT SHOULD BE ME, THIS IS SO SAD"

Justin, just know that even though I am incredibly sad. I am also incredibly happy that you have found someone who makes you so happy because that is all that really matters. God has always had this in his plan for you, and I am so glad that you are able to see how it is all working out for you. Although, I will always be your number one fan.