It’s not going to be easy, nothing ever comes easily. I’m going to test you and challenge you every step of the way. We are going to bicker, and more than 99.9% of the time it’ll be over something stupid. I will not be afraid to be straightforward with you and I hope that you’ll be the same with me. I want to bring out the best in you and I hope you bring out the best in me. I know this relationship will and can be great, you just have to deal with me. If you can deal with me and I’m pretty hard to deal with but, if you can deal with me then I will be yours forever and a day.   

I’m going to ask you to be patient with me, I’ve been through a lot in the past. I’ll bring it up once in awhile and make it seem like I’m making excuses but, I’m telling you those things because I’m beginning to trust you. Letting you in and having you see my vulnerable and imperfect side of me is pretty big for me. I’ve built strong walls to protect myself from getting hurt. But if you’re patient and work with me, I’ll eventually let you in and trust me it’ll be worth it. 

Along with being vulnerable and imperfect, I can also be a b*tch. I can complain, whine, and be a pain in your ass! I like to do things by myself and be in control. I am also extremely honest, I can be hard and even rude, but I’ll always tell it like it is. I will give it to you straight no matter what.   I promise that I won’t be too hard on you. I can be patient and kind as long as you’re willing to do the same for me. I’ll give you my whole heart as long as you’re giving me yours. I will give you all the love that you need and I’ll give you the world. All I ask of you is to handle my heart with care, be patient with me and understand that just like every other girl, I’m not perfect.   

Sincerely,

Ms.Patiently Waiting