If I could make phone calls to Heaven, life here on Earth without you would be a little easier. I’d call you to catch you up on the latest things that have happened in my life. I’d tell you about how college is treating me, the crazy thing my professor said that day and rant to you about my upcoming tests and papers that are due. I’d tell you about my friendship and relationship highs and lows and my weekend plans. I would call you and talk to you about the church service that week and things that the Preacher said that would make you laugh. If I could call you, I’d catch you up on the latest family drama and I’d let you know how everyone was doing.
If I could call you in Heaven, I would call you when I was sitting alone in my room sad and needing to talk to someone. I would call you when I miss you so much that it physically hurts. I would call you when I need to hear that everything’s going to be okay. I’d call you when I was stressing out and needed to hear that I am completely capable of handling everything being thrown my way.
If I could call you in Heaven, I would tell you how much I miss you. I would tell you about how badly I wished you were still here on Earth. I would call you and talk about our old memories. I’d talk to you about how we used to cook, clean, sing, and dance around the living room together when I was little. I'd look back and laugh with you on the dumb things that I used to do to get in trouble as a kid while longing for you to be here just to get onto me one last time.
If I could call you in Heaven, I would call you when I need advice (you always knew what to say). I would call you when I felt like the world was against me and I was lost. I would call you when I need spiritual help and direction. I would call you in times of need and when I needed comfort. I would call you when life just seems like too much and I’d rather be anywhere but here.
If I could make phone calls to Heaven, you being gone wouldn’t hurt near as much as it does now. Simply hearing your voice, that could make any day better, but hearing your voice now is something that would do so much more. If I could make phone calls to Heaven, I’d call you every day until the day comes that I could talk to you once again face to face.
