To The Sister I Had To Leave

Dear Little Sister, I Don't Know You Anymore

So now, I guess it's time for me to let you go.


Younger sister,

I had a conversation with you, that didn't involve fighting, for the first time this past week. It completely caught me off guard and sent me to a place that I'm not sure I've come back from yet.

What do you do when you don't recognize the person you used to know?

I tried asking you questions and giving you the opportunity to be heard. I tried to listen to you, what you wanted to say and talk about. But all throughout, I was so uncomfortable because I didn't even recognize the person that I was talking to. I think this is when I realized that I had to let you go.

You've told me for the longest time that you don't want to talk to me. I've taken it into me heart and I've recognized that we all need our own time to digest situations and information. We are not the same. But I won't tell you that I don't miss you. Every single day that passes, my heart is overcome by how much I miss talking to you and at least having you in my life.

Nothing hurts more than realizing that without having someone in your life for almost an entire year and a half, your lives begin functioning completely without the other. There is no longer that desire to call, text, or write. It's like starting a friendship from the beginning, but with someone who knows all the parts of you.

You were my inspiration, my guide, my hope.

Everything I did, I did for you. I thought every single morning about how you were doing in school, what colleges you wanted to go to, or what you were doing for fun outside of school. There is still not a day that goes by that I don't think about you at least once. But in the end, it's only hurting me.

As I think more and more about what our relationship was like, I know that there was more than one occasion when I could've been a better sister. I was never perfect. But I never realized that I wasn't ever worthy of your love, care, or even time of day. I was never worthy of you.

I guess because I don't know you, I have to let you go now. I am stuck in the life I am stuck in, with the thought of who you used to be; who we used to be. But this is all a "me" thing now.

This is a goodbye to you.

You're going to accomplish amazing things in your life. I hope that you never forget what you mean to me and how much I tried to get to know you again. Keep it close to your heart how much I loved you. And remember it always.


The sister you once knew and had

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I always tell myself this is the last time and that next time I'll have it finished before the due date but it never happens!


Let me tell you a little something about myself, I usually get what needs to get done, done. But the process behind it is way more hectic than it needs to be.

For example, during finals week I had two papers due, I was aware of it all quarter and told myself I would finish them early so I wouldn't be stressing the night before. Yet here I am, finishing my papers the morning of.

I don't know why this happens every time. I tell myself it's because I work better under pressure, but we all know that is just a lame excuse.

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If you're anything like me you understand the struggle. But I am determined to do better. There were days when I actually felt productive and did things on time. It's just going to take some practice and discipline.

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Here are some tips on how you can be more productive by yours truly when my life was more put together, aka when we had just started the quarter.

Good luck ya'll, let's say goodbye to the procrastinating days together!

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