I was searching for something to mend my pain,
Someone to erase the dark fog of the past.
I was looking for something to heal what stung,
Someone to bring me back to life.
I was waiting to be saved.
I was waiting to be amazed.
I was waiting to be transformed.
I was waiting to be rescued.
Hours wasted and hours lost
Looking for something
At my life’s cost.
I was looking for something to stop the trauma.
Something to shut down the memories.
I was looking for something to put glow in my eyes.
Something to illuminate the path ahead of me.
I was waiting to be fixed.
I was waiting to be changed.
I was waiting for
The impossible.
I was looking at myself in the mirror
Into cold, dull eyes.
Into despair and heartbreak.
Into ice, into flames.
Into the rubble of my being.
I was looking past my face
Looking behind me and beyond me
For something greater.
I was looking at something I did not wish to recognize
I was looking for something I did not have.
I was looking at myself as I wasn’t.
I was looking in the mirror for something
As I stood right there.
I was looking in the mirror for someone
As my mind pleaded for me to notice it.
I was looking for hope
As deep in my eyes, there was an immeasurable source.
I was looking for help
As the one who could save me stood straight ahead.
I was looking for something that was in me.
I was looking for something only I could do.
Only I could heal. Only I could touch.
I was looking for a hero.
I was looking for me.





















