Falling in love is great, it might be the most magical thing I've ever experienced.

It was easy for me, looking at you knowing I was going to spend the rest of my life with you. The hard part was opening up to you and allowing you to see me vulnerable and screwed up. You had to see my meltdowns, my anxiety attacks, and my nights that I spend wide awake crying all night. It was hard for me to open up and let you in, because granted I didn't know you. I had known you for a solid ten seconds and I already had our wedding planned and our future children named. Ten seconds was all it took to imagine a giant wedding and the perfect wedding dress and me walking down to isle to take your last name and vow to love you for the rest of my life. You said "Hey" when I walked up to you in the Chipotle parking lot, like you had never seen someone like me before. Like you were planning the same wedding in your head and naming those same children that I had named ten seconds ago.

You have these beautiful brown eyes, and this stupidly stunning smile and I have never fallen so hard so fast. But when I had fallen for you so quickly it was like I metaphorically jumped off of the empire state building to my death because I didn't know what was at the bottom. I didn't know that we would have dates every weekend and live together. And I never knew that I loved skiing, puzzle building or documentaries till I was with you. I never pictured myself living 12 hours away from my family until I met you, and when I met you I had to have you. I never thought I would be able to love like this. I never thought I would love at all. I never thought that I would meet someone like you, but with you everything was different. With you everything came so easy.