It is time for a new semester and I am honestly unsure about them usually. Mainly because of having a job and having credits is a very new situation for me but hey I gotta do what I gotta do to make some money and get my education like everybody else.

I know I will have to try to focus this semester just try to do a bit better and also try to work on myself. I know I need to work on me and go to the gym like that has been something I have been meaning to do for awhile because it is for the best to work on me. I gotta try and study hard because last semester showed that to be true. I just know if I try hard I can reach the goals I desire and nothing can stop me but myself.

It will suck to have to say goodbye to more of the friends I have made here since they are graduating, but I have stay cheerful and look forward to there happiness like they would do the same with me. I grow to love people I get to know truthfully because most people I have gotten to know I could understand and relate to. We have some type of bond. Not all the same because that is how people and situations are not the same. We are unique which makes me happy to meet so many different type of souls in my life.

I get a bit emotional at times and sometimes I am not as open as I could be but if I do share information about myself that is deeper than expected that means I am getting to trust you more.

I am an open book in ways but also quite close at times and that might be because I have grown not to trust as many people or even feel like I can. I can't fully explain why. I do feel empathy to others but I guess in ways my mind feels it is getting abused over time and slowly losing the feeling which is sad. I wish my empathy grew and made me trust but I don't know.

I will work on me and work on the stuff I should and need to do. I will be slowly being the me I need.