Writing is a beautiful form of art. The words on a page strike a question and a conversation whether it is the reader or the writer. When you put a pen to a blank piece of paper you write a story that either leads to excitement, fear, or healing. When you reach the end of your story you find yourself with a conclusion that directs you to your next story. Every word is thoughtfully decided and it has a huge impact on the story.
When I first started my blog it seemed so easy. I mean five-hundred words every week on a topic of my choice didn’t seem all that difficult. Writing had opened my heart to so many new perspectives and realizations that I wanted to share with others. But, honestly, it's a bigger challenge than I expected because I overthink anything and everything. My goal is to strike curiosity, inspiration, and ambition in my audience.
And let's just say it is easier said than done.
The funny thing is I never used to like writing. But, when my life started spiraling out of control with events that I didn’t know how to handle or cope with, talking no longer helped because nobody had an answer to the problems I was facing. And words didn't comfort me or fix what had happened. I realized I had to dive into my own feelings and work out the inner conflict. I turned to journaling.
Nothing will ever fix the tragic events you face in life. But, writing teaches you how to cope with the pain and figure out your next step. It lets you dive head first into your own heart and resuscitate the damage. People will constantly encourage you, but it isn’t until you tell yourself through endless conversations in your head or words on a page that you believe the truths that people share with you.
Even though, it is hard work, scary, and stressful, choosing to pursue writing has been one of my greatest decisions. And if you enjoy writing or are just looking for an outlet, it will offer so many valuable results.
Blogging is terrifying when it comes to writing articles that might never be read or worse, blogs that don’t impact or inspire anyone. And it is tiring and difficult developing ideas and articles that motivate your audience. Journaling is horrifying because you’re digging through your innermost thoughts and evaluating your heart because sometimes you reach the conclusion that you are not okay and things won’t be the same. And it's scary putting your heart on display.
But...
If you never step out of your comfort zone, you'll never reach the excitement and the adventure life has to offer.
Maybe, you publish your writing and impact the lives that read it. Or, maybe you make the scariest choice of your life and dive head first into your innermost thoughts. One of the scariest realities you'll ever have to face is exposing and sharing the wounds that have accumulated on your heart.
Just like a cut or wound you must attend to the healing process. It's okay to cover the cut with a band-aid or stitch it up so it doesn’t bleed out. But, if it is hidden for too long it can get infected and prolong the healing process. You must let the wound air out at some point. It might be ugly and it might sting. But without exposing the damage it will never fully heal.
I am not advising to share your most intimate thoughts and feelings with just anyone. Honestly, just acknowledging the fact that your heart is aching is harder than you think. Writing, whether it is a journal, a song, a poem, etc. it allows you to keep your heart from infection and being numb to feelings.
You might just find yourself enjoying life.
