To My Guardian Angel In Heaven,
I just wanted to let you know I’m thinking of you! You’ve been on my mind a lot recently. I know it’s been a while since you left the physical world and started your life in heaven, but for some reason, you just keep creeping back into my mind.
There’s been so much going on in my life that I just wish you could be here to see. I know you would be the first one I would call to let you in on all of the ups and downs of my life.
Did you know I got a new job?
You were always the one that supported me no matter what and found a positive in everything I did, so I know you would be so excited about this!
If I can be honest with you, I’m kind of nervous for this new job. It’s something I’m not really used to, and I’m scared everyone is going to have so much faith in me to do a good job.
Yet, I feel like I’m going to let everyone down.
I really don’t want to do that.
I know that if you were here you would be the first to remind me that I can be the best at anything as long as I set my mind to it. I wish I could hear your voice tell me one more time not to be nervous and to just go out there and give it my all.
It is your confidence and support that you had in me that I miss so much; you always reminded me that I am worth it.
I also really wish you could meet my boyfriend! He’s a great guy, and I know you would love him. You guys would get along so great!
I know I did a good job of keeping in mind all of the qualities you instilled in me growing up when I picked out the guy I fell in love with. I just wish you could be here to see how great of a decision I made.
You didn't get to see me graduate, you won't get to see me get married, and I just can't help but ask why. I just don't understand why you had to leave us so early.
I know God has a bigger plan that none of us understand, but it just makes no sense. You were way too young, and you were such a great person that I just don't get why you had to leave.
I miss the way you so effortlessly used to make me laugh. You never even had to try, you just knew exactly what to say to make me crack a smile.
I miss your voice so much. Even if it was you teasing me, I just wish I could hear you call my name one more time.
Your personality was one in a million, and I try so hard to carry the light that you always embodied in every step of my life.
You were always the life of the party- the person that everyone wanted to be around. You always guaranteed a good time, and I know that’s something that everyone misses.
You touched so many people with your infectious smile and things definitely have not been the same without you here. No matter what the situation, you always found a way to make everyone in the room smile.
I just hope you know that we all miss you so much.
Things are truly not the same since you passed away, but it’s so clear that you never completely left us. We can’t go to one family event without reminiscing about the good ole days when you were still here, and I know that’s how you would want it to be!
I know for sure that you would want us to talk about the good times and how happy you always made everyone instead of sitting around crying because you’re no longer here, and that’s what I intend to do.
I will always keep the memory of you alive, and it will be easy because you are a light that will never stop shining.
I love you and I miss you.
Your Loved One Still On Earth