Dear "Those girls",
I would consider myself one of you, the one who meets a guy and instantly feels an attraction to them. Which can be a blessing or a curse...depending on how you look at it. I've dated 2 guys...both of which are the only "real" relationships I have ever had. One didn't end the way I had hoped it would, for which I was crushed and the other was not my fault, but both were all apart of God's plan.
I find it that when I do meet a guy, we hangout a few times, maybe kiss, maybe not...I feel attached, I immediately care about them. It's not that I want to marry them, date them or be with them at all...it's just the feeling of always loving someone unconditionally. I've started hanging out with guys more than girls, mainly because of less drama, but those guys that I've been hanging out with I care about them, if they got into jail...I would do my best to bail them out. However, the more I spend time with them the more I care about them, so then I am gaining new closer friends, I would consider that part of the blessing.
The curse on the other hand, is when I end up really liking that person, because I "fell too hard too fast." We have all probably been there...some of us maybe not, but one day you will. For me, it's been many times. Ever since I was a little girl I have used the word "love" in the right context, not just throwing it around. When I say I love you, I mean it, as do most of you, I would hope. There isn't really anything wrong with falling too hard too fast...it's just who you end up loving that matters. You'll get stuck with some guy you think actually likes you back, when he's really in it for the wrong reasons...or you might find the guy that you never thought you would...who loves you even more than you love him.
In the past, when I have fallen too hard...way too fast, I have always gotten my heart broken...which pretty much every girl has. If you haven't, oh how I am envious of you. We as women and young girls in this day and age have got to realize that men do not make our happiness. Most of the time, all they are is trouble, but sometimes they're the best things that could happen to us. Me being one of those girls has made me want to feel loved again, after I have gotten my heart ripped out...and I can't for the day when I am finally loved back. I also can't wait for the day that I find the guy I am supposed to be with for the rest of my life, then I will feel no more hurt, only love.
So to those girls who fall too hard too fast, thats nothing to be ashamed of...but something to be proud of. It shows you have a big heart and genuinely care about everyone. when you meet friends that you think will be there forever, sometimes they will and sometimes they wont...but which ever way that turns out you're the kind of girl that loves them unconditionally. So, don't think it's a bad thing that when you end up falling too hard for a guy and they don't end up liking you back...consider it as a blessing because that is just one less step to finding the guy that appreciates that heart of yours and fell in love with you just as fast as you did with him.
XOXO~
The girl who has fallen too hard, too fast...but, is still moving forward.
