How do I begin? What do I say or ask first? I haven't heard from you in a while, so I am a little behind in your most recent doings. But I hope you're doing well. I tried to avoid talking to you about how our friendship fell apart. I think I was afraid to be confronted with the reality of losing you. Only it is all I find myself thinking about lately.

There was never a argument that broke us or moment that I cried over, but a felt us drifting apart as days went by.

I know you love being independent, and I love seeing you grow to learn more about yourself. But I think somewhere along the way to finding yourself the part of you that I loved the most, you seemed to forget about. I miss the nights we stayed at each others houses, staying up all night watching movies, doing face masks and talking about our crushes.

But things change and we all have to grow up. With that being said I hope you have a great school year. Make sure everyone in your classes know who the hell you are. Don't blend into the normality of the basic students. Don't let boys take advantage of you. You're better than that and you know you only deserve the best. Don't let anyone change your dreams. Chase after the life you want.

I think most of all, I miss hearing about your dreams and aspirations. I miss seeing you smile and being there to hear you laugh. I can only hope that you have found this friendship with someone else, that someone is there for you when you need them.