I got my heart broken today.
I was just literally chatting with my friend and a realization dawned on me.
A month ago, my high school friend and I began talking about other things aside from Taylor Swift. Deeper things and matters.He started opening more about himself, about his past and about his fears. He came out to me finally, and I'm very proud of him. I'm so happy that he shared that with me and he trusted me enough to share it. I'll be with him through ups and downs, always.
But today, today he broke my heart. He broke it as I realized that while he shares things that I will keep in mind forever and will always remember, all the things that I've told him was just being moved to the ignored words and thoughts. It broke my heart as I realized that my words meant nothing. That we can have a conversation but the thoughts that I shared are not worth remembering. I actually thought we were having a breakthrough when we finally talked about those things and exchanged stories. But I guess that is all in my head.
I wonder how it would feel to be someone's favorite.


















