I want to feel this way
I don’t want to
I need to
Even if my circumstances are making me tired
You know
I am not perfect
I don’t know how to makes things right
But I will try my best
I don’t want to feel like I’m failing
But I kind of need to
I need to remind myself that I am not perfect
I need to remind myself that I can’t do everything on my own
It’s impossible to do everything on your own
Isn’t it?
Even those over-achievers you see everywhere need coffee to function
And how about food?
Who makes the food that you eat?
Cafeteria workers, friends, and my grandma
What happens when there’s famine?
What do you do then?
What do you do when you’re hungry and you can’t find food?
Who do you go to?
Where do you go to?
Sometimes I get so lost that I take fifteen minutes to breathe
I have air, at least
I have free-will
Those things are there for me to function as an individual
Sure, sometimes you are limited
Right? When you’re in the water, you have to hold your breath
Sometimes I’m injured, and I can’t move one of my body parts
I’m technically broken
I am not put together
Oh, but I know you are constant
I ask and I receive
Because of Your love and grace
I am not perfect.
You send me reminders everyday
Not to hurt me
But to draw me closer to You
To bring me to a place of everlasting life and peace
John 16:33 I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.”