So, a couple weeks ago I turned 21. Did I bar crawl? Nope. Unfortunately, I didn't have anyone to bar crawl with. Am I that mad about it? Not really. I have realized that in the past couple of months the excitement of drinking has faded. The timing of this feeling could not have been worse. I just turned 21 and I have only been out and purchased drinks one time really... ITS BEEN TWO WEEKS! Turning 21 didn't really have an affect on me like some people might think. I really don't feel any different and my life hasn't really changed because of it either. I mean obviously there are pros to being 21 but I haven't had the chance to experience or notice them.

However, I have noticed that I am a lot less paranoid when I go out to parties. I don't have to worry about the cops coming because I'm no longer a minor and that is a huge relief. The other day I found myself kind of getting nervous when people were saying the cops were coming but then I remembered I was 21 and relief washed over me.

I also don't mind deciding not to go out or drink. I used to experience serious FOMO when I didn't go out but lately I'm alright if I decide to stay in and work out or work on homework. That doesn't mean I don't enjoy going out now because I definitely still do. I enjoy a good frosh just as much as the next person but Netflix is also good too. I feel like I also don't drink as much when I do drink. Which is a good think because I am far less likely to suffer from a terrible hangover.

On the plus side, I do enjoy being able to buy drinks. I feel so old and sophisticated when the bartender is like can I see your ID and I'm like "YEAH YOU CAN! LOOK LOOK I'M 21!" It's like receiving a stamp of approval into the cool world of adulthood and night life.