Last semester someone came and read tarot cards. Today, I look back at it, and see if anything has changed. Here was my entry in my personal diary:

Today my school had these two individuals that came and were offering to read our tarot cards for us. I decided to get mine read. I waited for a long long time, and then finally it came time for me to go.

The three cards that came up were "Unlikely, Opportunity and Success."

What do those mean, you ask? Well, the reader said that she rarely sees the two positive cards together. She asked what majors I was looking at, and I told her that I was looking at "Psychology, Journalism, and Medicine/Pharmacy". She told me she sees a cross above my head that means that I would be fantastic in medicine, specifically pharmaceuticals. However, I could also do Psychology. No matter what I decide to do I will be successful and make money from it.

The other three cards that came up were one that says I don't let negatives hurt me, I just brush a lot off. The second was that I am artistic and talented whether its through art, music or writing. In this case, I do all three. And lastly, the third card was one that said my mom had a great influence on me, whether negative or positive, and I don't let it get to me.

At the end she allowed me to ask one question. I asked if I was going to be this lonely forever.

She immediately said no before I could finish asking.

She told me I am a very pretty girl inside and out and that I just don't know it. I just need to put myself out there. She gave me a time frame of now-2 years where I will find the one that really clicks with me.

So what did I take from all of this? Well, I really need to be writing more but I learned that maybe writing will continue to be a hobby of mine.

As of today, I declared Psychology as my major and do not know if I will stick with it. As for the loneliness? That's still around. I took what she said with a grain of salt but I can't help but hope that she was right. Who knows what the future has in store.