A lot has happened during my sophomore year of college. I was very active in my community group and ministries that I was involved with. I grew closer to my group of friends and have made amazing memories with them, and I have grown so much in my faith in God. Although my sophomore year was a pretty good overall, I have begun to face a lot of unknowns, as the year comes to an end.

I am going to school to be an elementary school teacher, and in order to get into that program, I have to pass the GKT. I have taken the test a couple of times and still have not attained the scores I need. Recently, I have started to question if this is what God wants me to be doing with my life. I know that I am so passionate about kids, and helping them grow and learn. I don't know if me not passing right away is just a bump in the road, or something more than that.

Lately, I have been filled with so much confusion and conflicting thoughts about what I am supposed to be doing. I know that God already has my whole life planned out, and He knows when and if I am going to ever pass this test. I am hopeful that one day I will be able to succeed in it and continue to chase my dreams of becoming a teacher. I have been doing some serious praying and just asking God to lead me into what I am supposed to be doing. It is scary to not know what the future holds, but it all fizzles down to just trusting God. Although trusting God with the unknowns of our life is hard, it's the best thing we can do when stuff like this shows up.