Dear Guy who broke my heart,

Where to start this letter?

First I just want to say that when you left my life was in shambles. I did not know where to go. I cried and was angry with God. Why would he give me such a good guy and then have him leave me? I could not understand why. I was so hurt and lost in my heart and life. I spent most of my days just going through the motions and keeping busy. Things were hard for a long time.

I could go on and on about how much you tore my life into pieces but at the same time I know that it was not one sided. I was not always the girlfriend I should have been. We both were at fault. One more than the other maybe but that is not important anymore. We can not place blame.

After the hurt and the tears were gone I started to realize why I went through all of it. I became a better and happier person. I started to treat people how they needed to be treated.

Afterwards I learned to turn to God for love and not to guys. I found my worth in him and not in you and how you view me. I learned my strength, found my voice, and learned to not just sit back, but to stand for myself.

Thank you for teaching me how to treat my future boyfriends and future husband. Thank you for being the launching point for the rest of my life.

I am excited for my life and what is in store for it. Yes, I miss you, I miss the friendship, but I know now that God has bigger and better plans for both of us. I can't wait to see what they are and where he leads us. I know that he has an amazing person who is just right for both of us.