I could of been in love if it wasn't for you
You don't care no more
You aren't here no more
And I just want to know what I did wrong
I hate those nights...
Those nights when I lay awake wondering if you're thinking of me too
Wondering if I want you back...
Well I do
You weren't just some other guy, you were a fairy tale from another time
I swear I could of been in love if it wasn't for you
I called you last week
But you didn't answer
Then last night you left me a message and I deleted it
Because I didn't realize until then that I needed to pull the knife out and take care of this wound we called love
Goodbye love and say hello to loneliness
You weren't some other guy but I could of been in love if it wasn't for you
Without you I feel free
I am waiting for tomorrow where I can move on completely
If it wasn't for you I could of been in love by now
I was a different person before I met you
I was happy and carefree
And once you came into my life I was so afraid of losing you I lost myself
I gave you everything and now there is nothing left for me
If it wasn't for you I would be in love
You touched my heart but it wasn't real
My soul was showing and you left it out in the cold
I was a queen a royal bitch but you made me a peasant nothing more than a speck drifting in your world
I would be in love if it wasn't for you
I've been thinking of you
Thinking of the times we had together
Thinking of all of the laughs we shared
But also the tears we both shed
For a moment I missed what we were I wanted to be with you once more
In the beginning I didn't want romance only to have someone there when I came home at night
But you made me crazy
Always questioning myself
you weren't like the other guys but I know if it wasn't for you I could of been in love instead of thinking of you
You showed me love that wasn't real
Containing yourself so you seemed sincere
When I was trying to hold you close you were pushing me away
For some reason I was tethered to you
no matter where you went I followed
No matter what you did I was right behind you
If it wasn't for you I would be in the arms of the one that I love
I wish I could go back to the day before I met you so you would of never had the chance to hurt me
It kills me to admit that I did love you
Not because I lost you but because you never loved me back
But if it wasn't for you I would of never loved