Through the adventurous stories I had heard about college, I always wondered if I would ever fit in. Ever since childhood, I found myself to be a timid girl. As I got to high school, my personality began to emerge from being shy to now relaxed. The first time that I set foot in VCU, I felt that it was time to make myself a new person, someone who's more outgoing and a bit carefree. I believed that the masses of diversity here would be a great way to get to know others and make friendships that will last. I can say for sure that these enjoyable semesters in college have really given me an opportunity to understand and evaluate myself better. I believe that college life has also made me an independent and strong student. In high school, there have been many instances where counselors tell you how to map out your career plan, but college has allowed me to take risks, even if I'm not sure about their outcomes. I believe that this is the right time in my life to experiment with ideas.
From August of 2015 to June of 2018, I recognize a great transformation in myself. Whether it's my personality or my academics, I believe that college has made me a more responsible adult. Just recently, I met up with a very close high school friend of mine and she herself stated that I was a much lighter and an "out there" person now. She loved seeing this change in me, just like I enjoyed it myself. Furthermore, even though I started becoming acquainted with college life, I was careful not to party away my grades and hard work. I understand that college can become hard at times, but it's not as stressful if I learn how to prioritize, use my time wisely, and manage my studies accordingly. I think that you have to be the one to decide what's best for your career and know where your commitments lie. The previous semesters have taught me a lot about what plan of focus works proficiently for me.
I feel that my family and friends have played a major role in this transition because they have been extremely supportive and always have the right words to say in times of distress. They are the reason why I believe I can do better each day. Going home for breaks seems like an amazing time to release all the tight wound thoughts that I kept locked in my head. The test anxiety, numerous assignments, and every other thing that snatched my thoughts away from a peaceful nap are finally over. Shockingly, every time I come home, I feel like a celebrity in my house; whenever we have get-togethers, my family and relatives ask: how's school, how's living in Richmond like, how are your grades, etc. I gave the same basic answers, but these instances made me realize that not only my family, but everyone whose lives are connected to mine, care about my career and are wishing for me to succeed. Furthermore, even over break, I feel like I am ready to complete another great semester here!
